Living in Harmony…

…heading toward Freedom

Archive for October, 2008

It’s been too long!

Yep, I’m back! Now Granny to 4 GRANkids, I’ve been busy, too busy for phylosophy even journaling.

 I’m not particularly sure what will come out this time, it’s bits from the last six months to catch you up. Catching up on both  my life & brain…tall order! We have four little ones in our circle now. Ty & Dru added Ben and Ava came along to make Jow & Tiff’s camp a threesome. Anne & Co had moved back here long enough to have Ben, but the cold got to them and they have returned to the land of sun and sand. It’s good to know where you belong. We have had so much fun with four GRANDS around us, there is no gift quite like it before Heaven!

Bruce is working from home and I am… there it is. The fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue gets me some days. But keeping a stiff upper lip abd putting one foot in front of the other, I get to the next day. Fahter gives me little BITS of sunshine everyday to make the apin less. It helps. I’m singing again, it’s hard to sit in the chaie with ramrod posture and correct breathing fro three hours, but I do it mostly. I have found not driving helps. My good friend Jan picks me up, I help with the running of the choir business stuff, then sing and Jan, Dolores and I come on home. The choir are my biggest cheerleaders, they care for me and pray for me as do I for them. We have a phenomenal relationship, my songsters and I. As we have trials, we lay them before the group and ask that prayer follow each of us. How much more like a loving church could I find?

I hear stirrings that some question our faith. There are those who sit in judging of others, who very rarely look upon themselves. If done the greyish cast their own hearts have taken on would cause all who truly look upon them to worry! Why is it so hard for some who believe themselves to be Christ’ brothers and sister find it hard to accept them that worship differently would still have rooms in Heaven too? I wonder. I find that Christ giving and God’s receiving have done the reconciliation, no more making sacrifice necessary. Love is quite the answer. If loving eyes, the real loving eyes of The Father were used in all situations, no more animosity would remain between the Children of God. It’s not New Age, very truly, it’s a thought thought out 2000 years ago, in a garden amidst sweat and sleeping companions. How can we not honor the very existence of Christ, Our brother, and Father God by our not loving the stuffing out of all peoples. To an end, yes…we have different opinions, as many as there are peoples. But even if there were as many of us huManbeings as there is sand in the sea, there would be love enough in the eyes of God, Still, for each  silly one of us. Keep reading, I’ll be back…

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